Real Men Respect Women

The sexual abuse started after East Timor in 1999, then intensified further after his second deployment in 2001. He was forceful and demanding, pressuring me into performing sexual acts against my will. Over the years, I was coerced into humiliating and painful sexual acts, that would also cause injuries and leave me feeling repulsed. He would force me to drink alcohol before sex, so I would be left in a confused state with what was happening at the time.

REAL MEN DON'T LIE

REAL MEN DON'T CHEAT

REAL MEN RESPECT WOMEN

SEXUAL VIOLENCE ~ SEXUAL COERCION ~ SPOUSAL RAPE

He would make me feel guilty for not having sex whenever he wanted it. He would even force me to have sex during my menstrual cycle. It was more for control and power.

He was also self-conscious about the size of his penis because it was very small in comparison to most men. So he preferred anal sex because of his small penis. He knew I didn’t like it, and he was also rough and would push hard, so I would scream in pain. He wouldn't care that I was hurting, even when I would tell him to stop, he would only slow down, but would continue until he ejaculated.

📷

He very seldom was able to bring me to orgasm, he always put his own needs first. 

He bought numerous sex toys, saying they were purchased for my benefit. I hated him using these toys on me, as he was forceful and I received no real pleasure. He would also force me to wear a big black strap on dildo, so he could be the receiver of anal sex. 

Luckily I was drunk on these occasions because it was disgusting for me to pretend to be a man wearing a big black strap on dildo.

📷

I know it was always Kieron’s fantasy, that we have a threesome with another guy who had a ‘BIG BLACK COCK’ (BBC). But that was never my fantasy, it was just something he often talked about. I didn’t realize until we started traveling that he was in fact, very interested in men and transvestites, (he would say trannies were chicks with dicks).

He would force me to watch porn videos of trannies with couples, encouraging me to change my mind.

📷

Kieron Sullivan slept with transvestites in Malaysia. Many of the boys from his Infantry Unit also did. He also slept with men in Canberra while I was looking after three boys under 5 years in Singleton,

He was the one taking condoms and anal lubricant to Canberra every week. Then he would return, accusing me of doing wrong.

This is typical of a man feeling guilty for his constant betrayals.

He preferred to be the receiver of anal sex because of his inadequacy of having an extremely small penis.

He also slept with Mexican men while we were overseas....

📷

more coming up soon....