I endured twenty years of domestic violence, and in the end, I was left destitute, homeless, and my children taken from me.
What is the definition a monster?
“A large, ugly, and frightening imaginary creature.”
Who was this man that I was married to for all these years?
He was a sexual predator.
He was a woman hater.
Yet, he was also a womanizer.
He was an arrogant arsehole.
He though he was better than everyone else.
He thought he knew everything and I knew nothing.
I was his house bitch.
I was his sex slave.
I was his punching bag.
I was his accessory.
I was there to make him look good.
I was there to make him look like the perfect Infantry Officer.
Read: Real Men Respect Women
I was nothing more than a walking vagina!
I DO NOT WEAR HIS RANK!!!
I absolutely hated being referred as the ‘Officer’s Wife’.
When the Retired Captain Kieron Sullivan was promoted from Sargent to Captain, he had the expectation that I had to act like the ‘Officer’s Wife’.
WTF does that even mean!
For one, he did not even attend Officer’s Training in Duntroon, so as a matter of fact, was he a real Officer?
I never considered myself an Officer’s Wife.
How pathetic, to be someone’s else’s rank.
I am my own person, I didn’t live my life through him.
Unlike many other army wives, I created my own life.
I worked, I joined clubs, I found my own passions and hobbies in life.
I did things for ME.
I am a mother, first and foremost in life.
I was a professional photographer and I took much pride in my work.
I was his wife.
I was his slave.
I now have a boyfriend - A Real Man.
My one true love - Jose xxx
Unfortunately, Kieron Sullivan had to do everything I did.
He was a BIG FAT COPYCAT!
It was all part of the control, and his obsession with me.
I became a scuba dive instructor, so he had to be one too.
If I had weekend trips out teaching open water students to dive, he would try and tag along and try and run the entire dive boat.
That’s when he wasn’t away on army courses or exercises.
I was in charge of the Mike Ball Dive Expeditions dive club, and also, the Dive Dreams dive club when it changed hands on 01 July 2000.
I organised many events during my scuba diving career. I had guest speakers from AIMS and GBRMPA meet with the dive club once a month, I organised numerous dive club trips, weekend trips to the Great Barrier Reef, and also a dive club trip to Vanuatu.
Incidentally, we were all in Vanuatu during 9/11.
If Kieron Sullivan was around, he had to take over and be the one in charge - of everything.
I started my own professional photography business in 2010, so when he was medically discharged from the army in 2013/14, he progressively took over my business.
He started coming along on photo shoots, and it didn’t take long for him to move in. He would have ‘ideas’ for positioning my clients, he became the second shooter, but acted like the first shooter giving out directions all the time.
Noting: he had no experience or prior training in photography.
He just thought he knew everything about photography.
He started taking over my phone calls and booking my clients.
He took over the administration.
He just took over the entire business - It was embarrassing.
His demeanour was authoritarian , he always spoke in a stern voice like he was giving out orders.
And sadly, with all the costly rehabilitation he has received, he still hasn’t changed one bit.
He had to be a copycat.
He couldn’t be his own person.
He thought, by talking about himself all the time, and about how great he was, he could easily win friends and influence people.
He demanded respect.
He thought he was more important than anyone else.
That’s why he loved to talk, and had to control conversations.
He very rarely listened, and the subjects were always of his choosing.
That way he was always going to be the SME.
Selecting topics where he knew everything, was how he became Master of the Universe.
No one has the right to demand respect.
It does not matter what position you are in society.
You have to earn respect.
Respect is not a given.
Respect is not demanded.
A good leader is one who earns the people’s respect.
All the money in the world is not going to buy you respect.
Some of Kieron Sullivan’s key qualities / personality traits.
He was an inspiration to many people just like him.
Liar.
Betrayer.
Controlling.
Abusive.
Arrogant.
Backstabbing.
Judgemental.
Overindulgent.
Sexual harassing.
A Hater.
Misinformed.
Uneducated.
Materialistic.
Needy.
Desperate.
In Denial.
Out of Control.
He was unable to his anger into knowledge.
He just like every other arsehole out there.
It’s all bullshit comes out of an arsehole’s mouth.
He was the perfect designer project.
The psychotic narcissist.
What is a psychotic narcissistic?
Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) involves a pattern of self-centered, arrogant thinking and behavior, a lack of empathy and consideration for other people, and an excessive need for admiration. Others often describe people with NPD as cocky, manipulative, selfish, patronizing, and demanding.
Reference: Helpguide
Since living on the streets for several months, I have seen similar traits with crystal meth addicts.
They are cheats, liars, thieves, perverts, sexual predators and all they want to do is have fun.
They don’t believe in responsibility and all their government funded dole money goes on drugs.
They rely on begging for food and money.
They have become so lazy that many of them don’t even bother to walk to the food charity vans and locations that are available.
It’s a mixed breed of people.
They are all at different levels, depending on how long they have been using, and it’s also dependent on their cultural backgrounds.
They have narcissistic traits, but not all combined at once.
Kieron Sullivan has all the traits of a psychotic narcissist.
It is surreal.
It makes me wonder how many of them are out there, just like him?
Soldiers are suppose to be there to help others.
Well, maybe I have it all wrong? Again!
All he has done for years is help himself.
He has always been driven by money.
Always desperate for deployments that pay well.
But he’s never wanted to help others in need.
As far as defending his own country, he could never do it.
He didn’t like going out.
He didn’t like crowded places.
So if a war was going to happen on our own home soil, he would never have been the man for the job.
He was trained for frontline action, but he never got any in his entire career.
But he was great at making people feel sorry for him.
He loved pity parties... it’s ongoing for him.
There are many people that have been through hell and back in their lives.
There is no pity party for them.
They just suck it up, and get on with life.
You only live your life once.
Yet, all he is focused to do now, is to control my life forever.
Keep our children away from me.
And continue down the road of destruction, which will destroy our children’s lives forever.
Domestic Violence should not be tolerated in Australia.
Yet, in my situation, the Australian Government and the Australian Defence Force like to sweep it all under the carpet.
Let’s just pretend it’s not happening, maybe it will go away, all by itself.
Thank You for creating a monster and destroying my life.
The Australian Defence Force truly is AMZING!
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